Its sad but drugs and liquor numb all the pain makes you forget whats bad makes you feel all good , i see why people become addicts , no hardcore drugs i don’t see myself doing all that but i don’t judge who does thats their life what they know what they love i don’t know them i don’t know their story and only they will know why they do it , theres shit that i do that i do for a reason but no one else will feel me as far as the way i deal with relations with people with my mom with shit period . i live as much as i possibly could ’ if i were wealthy i’d be different i know i would because i’d be capable to do it all . i say what i feel i hate being scared of shit i hate fearing what i don’t know so i find out even if it hurts me … my spirit my sould it runs deep , i wish i could do things and not suffer consequences but thats not possible so i steer clear of it and i watch
